CHANGE!!!XO

actually i am a very very emotional guy...
when i am angry i will do whatever it takes...to let go my anger...
even i hurt my best friends before...
haha...
it have been two years since that incident quarrel with my best friends classmate...XP
although i make them hate me before...maybe even now...
i don't know...
what i know is they be very kind to me now...
very good to me...
and they even care about my feeling because they know me well now....
but it's over now...

after the last quarrel...
i have decided to change myself...
at the first...
it's really torturing to hold my anger...
to be patient...
haiz...
damn headache!!
but still i think i did it...
thanks to my friends...
when i been fooled or disturbed or maybe someone done very bad thing to me...
the didn't stand for me or backup me...
but they advice me...
clam me down...
thanks to them at last i did it...
and also thanks to the responsibility as the headboy at school too...
because of that i have be example to others students...
so i have to be very polite and wise...
not emotional....
i did it at last because of their helps...XD (HURRAY!!!!!)

but since after something happen to me during the last holidays....
i discover that changing my emotion still not enough...
i have to change myself...
improve myself...
i have to!....

i wanted fully change myself to a different guy..XD
i will try!!!

i really hope the new me that coming later...
the new born...XP
will change my life...X)