X THE FIRST WEEK JUST OVER!!! X

the first week of SPM just gone!!!

wooohooo....

the BM and BI paper still okay...

but the sejarah paper is damn hard....

thank goodness i can still answer the essay question...

if not the mark deduction sure a~r~e m~a~n~y....

and the marker sure feel damn happy when he/she got the blank paper haha...

that's not going to happen now...haha

next week is going to be challenging...

math, moral then ADD MATH then PHYSICS....><...

headache!!!!

really don't know what will happen after SPM...

really want to know whether i am going to university after that...

or maybe going for work...

or or maybe...

i will be studying at singapore...

if i go too far...

i can't see my friends anymore...

i can't meet my gan di, gan nu er, gan er zhi... and her....><"""

haih....

what can i do...???

just can do weel in spm and try to get good results...

then try to get in to the U!!!

then my future will be nice...

and wonderful...

haha....

day dreaming again...==

actually having friends...
is a very very damn good things...
especially best friends....
no matter how they treat you badly or make you damn angry or more!!!
but at the end...
you will realizes that...
they are the one who stood you up...
they are the one who makes you happy....
they are the one who always think of you......
so appreciate your friends...
put more care on them....XDDD

they are the one who willing to hear your stupid damn crying story...
they are the one who laugh at your stupid cool jokes....
they are the one who click likes on your damn boring comment and post....
so what you want more from them....
this is the best gift ever after from them!!!!

if you make them feeling like let go of you...
then you must really determined yourself...
try to make their bad feeling on you gone!!!!
if not..
when they really let go of you...
your friendship will just ended up like that...

i really happy that i have them(my friends ofcourse....)
without them...
maybe i had already different...
totally different now...
thanks to them...
i am still what i am...XDDD

i scolded them....
almost give them my wonder punch on their faces...
full of annoying disturbance on them...
stupid jokes...
damn erring voice of vocal singing...XPPP
(before)

they still putting me on their friend list...
still listed me...
i am so glad.....
really really glad....
(now)

HMMM......

after thinking from saturday till now....
i think she is not the girl....
if she is....
she would have already accept my love long time ago....
not ignoring me....
or unhappy with my present everytimes....
EVERYTIMES.....
haih....
i still think she still like him...
i can't beat that guy...
"HEY!! YOU WON...DUDE!!!!CONGRATS!!!!"word for that guy....


hmmm....
my birthday is so near...
just around the corner....
will my parent celebrate my birthday????
will they remembered????
will my friends celebrate with and wish me?????
will my best of all gan di jacob wyl, momo, and more...remembered????
are they really really sincerely wish me?????
hmm...
i wonder how????
really can't imagine....XDD
that's good news....
but....
bad news is...
SPM is damn near too.....ToT
hope i can forget everything that is not happy...^^