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TruTh :-

still love you...

still miss in you...

still thinking of you...

still waiting you...

still can't forget you...

dream of you...

and most importantly...

my heart still left here just for you...

sleep late that night..

very very tired that day...

but just don't know why can;t get into sleep....zzzz

i dream of you and your friends...

we are chit chatting with each other...

we talks a lot..

none stop talking....

then suddenly...

you feel shy when your friends started talking about your things...

you came near to me...

asking me not to hear it...

i follow your instruction....

i ignore them..

at last they stopped....

they started to shat about other thing...

but you still kept on sitting beside me...

talking to me...

ignore them just as i...

we chat about our thing...

i felt very happy...

really hope my dream cam e true....

really can be with you...

let me guide you...

let me protect you.....

i really really wanted to be with you...

i have dream of you for two times...

the above mentioned...

is the second time d....

really hope the third time will be the reality...

really hope it...

hope it well...

maybe i think about you too much...

until i dream of you...

hope the day will come to me...

hope~

~DAMN IT!~

HAIH~

REALLY HOPE TO LEAVE THIS MISERABLE PLACE...
MOVING TO ANOTHER PLACE WHERE NO VIOLENCE...
NO QUARRELING...
NO FIGHTING...
NO JEALOUSY...
NO UNSATISFYING...
NO TEASING...
.....BLA......BLA.....BLA....

""NO TO NEGATIVE THINGS!""

NOW...
I REALLY REALLY GET THE MEANING OF LIFE NOW...
KNOWING WHAT TO DO...
WHAT SHOULDN'T DO...
HOW TO SOLVE PROBLEMS...

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY...
I KNOW A THING...
CARING ABOUT OTHERS ARE THE MOST HARDLY THING TO DO...
AND NOW I TOTALLY MANAGE TO DO IT...XD "BRAVO"

EVERY CHINESE NEW YEAR....
I CAN HAVE A REUNION DINNER WITH MY FAMILY....
BUT THIS YEAR...
HAIH...
REALLY SAD...
REALLY REALLY UNSATISFY!!!!....!!!!
REALLY ANGRY AT THE SAME TIME...

THIS YEAR MY FAMILY HAD REUNION DINNER EARLIER...
>REUNION LUNCH<

I DIDN'T MAKE IT ON TIME...
I LATE...
I REACHED HOME AFTER THEY ARE DONE...
THEY GOT WAIT ME...

THANKS SO MUCH TO MY "BOSS"
I DIDN'T HAD MY LUNCH WITH MY FAMILY!!!!!
THANKS SO MUCH!!!!
DAME IT!!!!!

TELL US >WORKERS<
WORK HALF DAY...
BUT WORK UNTIL 7PM...
SUCKS!!!!

ALTHOUGH I NOT VERY LIKE TO BE TOGETHER WITH MY FAMILY....
BUT STILL!!!!!
IT'S REUNION DINNER!!!!!TOT...

REALLY SAD...
DROP INTO A BIG BIG HOLE...
I ATE MY OWN THAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

REALLY HATE HATE AND HATE!!!!!!!!!!!

ONE YEAR ONLY GOT ONE TIME....
THANKS TO HER..
IT'S GONE NOW...
GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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