COULDN'T STAND ANYMORE!---I GOT MY RIGHT!

If not because of you guys...I won't choose to go out with them...

seriously everytime go out with him sure no good thing...

I really appreciate on how you treat me as a friend...

but I really can't stand your damn stubborn, selfish attitude...

when asking for help...using damn stupid expression and scold people...

you think I am what? your servant?

seriously...everytime help him...I feel so annoy and damn him...

get nothing but scold...

asking for the opinion or advice from you always get nothing but scolding from you...

what kind of situation is this???

it's just like the thing turning out to be opposite situation...

ya...

it's true I have the choice on not going out with them...

but my other friends are inviting me...

with an very very sincere heart...and they treat me real good...

so I don't want to turn them down...

second thing is...

how I play with my friend...

that's my problem...

none of your business...

most importantly...

what I did is as same as you did...

so what's your problem???

you are such a mental problem person...

when both of us doing the same thing...

are you saying that what you do is correct and for me is wrong???

I GOT MY RIGHT ON WHAT I DO...

life are not bias...
there's bad news...when there's good news...
there's always a sad...when there's happy...


and...


when there's a new life...
...there will be death....


it only bias as it give you a hard time more than good time...


although things happened one year ago...
I still got the pain from inside...
a deeply scar in my heart...


all the things that have been blocked by my childish not mature mind...
come out one by one as the time goes...
which have increase the pain in me...


knowing that the things is actually making me understand more about care and love...
care and love doesn't come from things/materials, sweet talk or maybe spending time one someone...
but it's from how you manage all the best for someone...for the future...
although you can't see it in a short period of time...


hope you will be happy there with God...

every time when I saw you, I will automatically smile without any reason...
you make me happy...


every time see you pass by, I will remind myself to work harder...
and pay more attention in class...
you encourage me...


every time you on, I got so many things to tell you...
so that you will notice me more...
you make me feel comfortable...




you are just so special to me...


things doesn't went so well though...
but I will try my best...

one word...."SICK!"

people already busy for so many things...

and still the member are wasting the time...

not cooperate at all....

damn it la...

you think I got so much of time waiting for you?
no way! if you don't want take picture then no need!

when your face are not in the magazine!

please don't ask me "where's my picture? why you didn't ask me to take? why not reminding me?!!"(stupid question!!!)

I don't care...

what the hell you think I am???

so troublesome...

I don't have the time on pampering you guys la...

shit you!...

IF YOU ARE NOT FROM MY CLUB i ALREADY IGNORE YOU LONG LONG TIME AGO!!!!!

you...

the feeling still here...
deep inside me...


making my heartbeat faster as you come near...
and making me smile for no reason too...


sitting right over here...
hoping to listen to your voice that I would hear...


as you standing far away I still stare...
in the direction that you stand, from over here...


always waited you to online...
saying "hi" make sure that you are fine...


one look in your eyes...stops my breath...
one smile from you fills my heart with wealth...


just see your face...your smile...
my bad mood turned good...


I believe one day you will realize what I feel...
and you will say yes...and make me heal...