STILL IN EXAM YET NEED TO TYPE IT OUT~LOL

so stress...

I won't took it long here...

It will be like...you are so free...still can blogging...

what I would said is just...erm...it just took me less than 10 minutes...

because I'm not making up story or something...so...it won't take much time for this...

thus...here it is...

Life is very short...

appreciate everyone that live surrounding you...

especially your close one...your family...

no matter...how they treat you so badly...they are still your family...and they love you...it just that they don't know how to show you their love in a proper way like the movie character does! 

don't ever compare your life with movies!

movie can change! character can change! not you! your life is for your own...not others...your life will always you be the main character...hope you guys can understand what I mean...it's a bit complicated here...

however...

love your family...care them...know them more...

so you won't get or feel the wrong thing...

they are only once be your family...

and it's forever your family...

don't hurt them...

don't make them cry...

don't make them give up on you...

you won't feel this now...

but once you lost one of them...YOU WILL KNOW WHAT I MEAN...

the bad feeling will just vanish like that...

and you will just feel so badly for what you done before...

and you don't have a little single tiny chance to pay your "debt"

seriously...

the good memory will just eventually come back by their own...

no bad things...

well here it is...

I want to share this...

because I don't want to see people out there go through this...

it's really hurt no matter how long you been through...

11.11.2012-->ABOUT ME BIRTHDAY!

yesterday was my 19th birthday...

feeling old right now...haha...

however...

it's my birthday...

first of all...

today, I got many birthday wishes...

through Facebook!..(I know most of them!!!so no need curios about it...) and ofcourse also thanks to the one I don't know for the wishes...kinda feeling good actually...

can you imagine...

the one that know you...not even wish you at all...you know??haha...

just JOKING!!!!

and for my friends and best friends for the birthday wishes...

really thanks for it...

and ofcourse...

most importantly...

how my birth-day goes??

firstly...

thanks to my parent for buying cakes for me...

and cook delicious ho-chew food for me...

for a good fortune!!!haha...

thanks mums..

thanks dad...

and give me present...haha...XD

*so glad that they are my parent....*

secondly...

GOD give me a big present through one aunty and other church member...

really thanks her a lot...for giving me such a nice gift...

she really treat me very good...

and the church member are singing birthday song for me through phone!!!!

it's actually really gan dong...

they sing together in mandarin and english version...

really thanks to them so much!!!!!

how to say...

actually what I mean is...

thank to GOD for giving me people that really care about me...

that always ask about my situation...care for my health and also studies...

thanks a lot!!!!

HE made my life have many challenge...and ofcourse there's always happiness behind it..

thank you my LORD!!!

thirdly...

why I'm putting this picture is because...

we didn't take our picture today...

it's actually sad you know..

however...

there's always a bright side...

yesterday...

my friends...or buddys!!! celebrating my birthday...

so happy....

first we going out for CC>...<

then...having dinner together with games....

then continue CC...although it's just awhile..

and of course the most important part...

the conclusion is...

how the celebration being done..

the places for it...

or maybe gifts is not the most important...

the most important is...

they remember my birthday...

or maybe forgotten..

but as they know it they wishes me and celebrate for me...

the most important is their heart...

THANKS AGAIN GUYS...

MUM...DAD...SIS...BRO....

THANKS...

ANOTHER STORY...UPDATED!

there's a teacher in my school that is very very proud of his own career...
I don't why he acting like this...

what I know...
as a teacher...you should help your students as much as possible...
if they are wrong tell them and correct them...
if they are right continue teaching them and guide them...

this teacher really gives me a lot of pressure...
damn him!(sorry for the bad words...it's not meant to all teacher...only him...)
what he do is nothing!
do nothing!
most of the time tell something that is not good...and useless stuff that doesn't help the club at all!!!

I study for almost more than 12 years...I never seen this kind of teacher...
when he know it he never tells...
when he can solve it he never helps!!!
this is what I meant...

firstly...
whenever we have practice for our performance he never comes...
although he admit it...but I still angry with it...
admit never solve problem!!!
if you admit then you change...it's much much more better! but you don't!
not just that...he always not helping us! just telling us the consequences for what we do! so I thanks you for that or what??
if you help...whether we had a problem or not...doesn't it would be much much more easier to be solve? right?

second...
if got any event please tell earlier...
if there's something happen that makes you delaying your information for us it's OK...really OK...
but when you knew it and only after we ask why so late only tell...
then you scold us for not updating...
then it's really your wrong...
you always not around...
and there's still a lot of things that we don't know...
not everything we know...
so why won't you just tell us?
if we forgot after you tell us for mother god's times...
then I am so sorry for forgetting about it...
but if you never tell...and after we ask...you telling damn hurting people words...then FUCK OFF!

third...
sijil...
I know it's our responsibility to remind you for our sijil...
should you need to have responsible of it?
you really not telling us anything sometimes...
then need our name and ic...but not telling us...
I know that's the criteria that need to do a cert...
can you just tell us?
even once also can!!!!!!! once!!!!!!!! just once!!!!!!!!!!

and when you got tell me about it...
but I late giving you the namelist...
ya it's definitely my fault...
but not just me...
the others as well...
I getting all the things late...
what should I do? they don't want to give it early....or maybe not sengaja...
I as a normal student can't do anything for that!

you never ask why? you only know how to step people!!!!
you are telling me like I need to remind them...always remind them...
BE A REMINDER TO THEM...BECAUSE I'M A LEADER...YA...
THEN WHY DON'T YOU REMIND US OR TELLING US THE THINGS WE NEED TO DO?????
WHY?????
YOU ARE OUR LEADER...THE WHOLE TEAM LEADER...
YOU KNOW HOW TO TELL WHAT WE NEED TO DO...
BUT YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO DO IT!!!!
SO DO I!!!!

and most importantly...
if you dislike me or my friends...or unsatisfied with our post then why you don't want to change it? you have the power...you have the right...
why you just ignore our existence!
why you can act so unfair...

...

want exam already ar!!!!

so damn nervous...so scare can't cover everythings!!!!

T_____T

aih...

really hope I can make it!

DAMN IT?

 he is seriously so damn annoying...>[]<

He is really annoying!!! non-stop talking + non-stop molesting + non-stop gossiping + non-stop teasing + non-stop complaining ++++ non-stop acting!!!!

I admit that his acting skill is real good...he can actually change his emotion and talks immediately without making others to feel him teasing them...cool right?

If he is your best friend you got to watch out then...or maybe a common one...or or maybe the talk-able one...

you are in big trouble young man...

he can be good...what I mean here is HE CAN BE REAL GOOD TO YOU! REAL REAL! but he can also at the same time be very DAMN MEAN TO YOU...AND MAKES YOUR FRIENDS DISLIKE OR EVEN HATE YOU!

He always like to play and talking and sort of things...(what usually friends will do when they are together...) but once you make him "beh song" he will make you pay for it...

like shouting very loud while talking something bad about you...just to make others laugh on you and tease you together...

and even make you a "bad bad guy" infront of others...(seriously he can do it!)

he didn't made up story or something...but he just make others to understand in a different way...

the same meaning can have many different words...

and same thing you tell but just the way how you present it will change the meaning...

for example...

victim : what is he telling to you just now? he looks angry...

A : he is insulting you infront of us you know?!!! seriously he said that you are damn bad...

B : he is telling that you are bad because you always disturb him...but it's ok...maybe he's moody today...he will be ok...

see the different?

it actually almost same meaning...but how A and B present are actually makes differences!

he is the A one...

really scary...

he always thinks what he thinks is correct...what he do is also correct...

but if others done the same thing...they are wrong for him!

such a damn guy...

and he talks without using his brain seriously...

he just know how to make people shame to others...

and he is so disturbing! a non-stop! even if you asked to stop...he just won't! damn him!

I admit that I'm disturbing...but I will stop when others get angry...

he is not!

and he always act like child you know???!!!

he get angry in something that really no need to be mad at...

and when others scolding him for the sake of his wrong...he will stop talking to you and trying to avoid you and at the same time he will dirty your name infront of others...especially your friends...

 although he only have both hand...

but actually he is like a thousand hand buddha...

not helping others...but disturbing others...=_____=