HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! WOOHOOOOO 1/1/2014

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
WISH YOU LUCKY LUCKY COME COME!!!! HAHA
WHATS YOUR WISH FOR THIS YEAR?
FOR ME I GOT MANY WISH~ WISH FOR MARVELOUS THINGS TO COME~ WISH BAD THINGS MOVE FAR FAR AWAY~ AND OF COURSE MAKE ME BECOME A BETTER PERSON!

JUST RANDOM~

it have been 151 days since the last i updated my blog...
just have the temptation in writing stuff out of sudden here...LOL

anyway...
within this 151 days...
happen quite a lot of things that makes my life like shit...
but there still something that makes my life worthwhile of course...#i think so#

well...
just refresh a bit of my previous update...and continue a bit***
my previous update its all about my PLKN life within the first *around 2 weeks time*...then i have holidays after that...it gives me chance to post out how i felt on PLKN...
its actually not so bad...
its actually helps me to improve myself...
i'm not a very independent guy before i went in...although now i'm still not...but at least i got improve a little tiny bit...haha...*my bad*
my parent just love me hard! manja manja! LOL

inside there you must really do your stuff by your own...
no one will gonna keep on calling you up on morning...
no one will gonna wash your cloth...
no one will gonna wash your dishes...
everything is by your own!

on the other side...
the PLKN is good...doesn't mean that its FUN!
its totally boring inside there...
so so so boring....
you could have die from that...but thanks to God im still all alive here...*pheeewww*
the event...activities...and stuff its really bored...

but you guys for those who never been for PLKN or will be going to PLKN...sure will ask...#since its so boring...what for crying on the last day?! doesn't it a happy ending? since its like hell in there...right?

we are crying because we are leaving our friends...
its hard to meet in future...
the friends where you washing cloths together...
sleeping together....
eating together...
get punish together...
and even taking shower together!
is leaving you...
although its just 3 months!
but you have already bond a deep close friendship with your friends there!
that's why we are crying...not crying for nothing...=___=

okay...the end...*PLKN story*


well...
time pass real real fast...
what i mean is really fast! damn fast one!
my nephew growing a lot more bigger now...
i think within one year or 2 year...i wont be able to hold him up anymore...*sigh*
im feeling so old now...
he's already 6 years old...almost 7 in no time!
the main point is not about my nephew...
its about how my life gone so fast...
from after middle school...high school...PLKN and now going for university for my further study!
so fast...
the 3 years was like 3 days for me...=P
not long from now...I'm going to reach 21st in no time!*sigh*again!*

wonder what my life would be after my 21st birthday...
and after my degree...
wonder how is it...

i'm going to UTAR KAMPAR coming saturday [5/10/2013]
and the coming days after chinese new year...i'm going to move to IPOH as well...

I AM GOING TO MISS KUALA LUMPUR SO SO MUCH!

my friends here...
my entertainment here...
my sweet memory here...

really gonna miss it...

anyway good luck for myself...
within the next 3 years...
hope i can work hard...
no more lazy bump in me...
must really work super duper hard this time...
no more fooling around like when i was from kindergarden till form 6...
gonna get serious this time...
==#
i have let my parent down too many times...
this is the time to let them have a smile on their face when i'm graduated in the next 3 years...and proud of me!
its time!

well...end as well...here...

PLKN!

-awesome experience but boring life-

12/4/2013 was the first day I step into KEM JUGRA BANTING...

Hair trimmed on that day as well...

Such a bad feeling on what will happen to me...

is it really will be what my friend told me?

will there be any ghost at night?

or maybe no water usage?

or even layout checking every morning?

or no enough time to wash my cloths?

late sleep early up?

what else?

nervous, at the same time confuse...

met some new friends on that p/29//articular day...

one of them was same dorm with me...

we go take our cloth, uniform and all sort of things...

then we go clean ourselves up and eat!

end of a day...

it doesn't really like what my friends told me...

all just fine...

except the food, room temperature and the boring+ness of the class!

after days go on...

started to know more friends...

and get to use the place...

every night me and my friends will be like chatting...

eating... or yam cha! haha...

and at first we will be doing some exercise to make our body look stronger... 

but I beh tahan...body ache...and need wake up early..

so I gave up...

lol

anyway...

now I'm HOME! 29/4/2013

holiday break!

woohoo...

just meet up my left four death kaki...

tumpang kaki...

and having lunch and breakfast with my dinner...

happy...=)

anyway here it is...

plkn is not really that negative like what others tells...

fun is when you have time to play and hanging around with friends...

boring is when the class starts...

and excited when the real activities on!!!*coming soon*

-end-

SUCH A BAD THING THAT HAPPEN ALL THE TIME

when you actually finds out...
that some people out there...maybe most of the people out there...are always there in front of you...
ONLY when they need your help...
when you are not a need for them, they will just dump you into dustbin...and when they need you they will go to the recycle centre and find you...search for you no matter how hard it is...no matter what cost is that...
that are the people which is useless! selfish! and total FUCKER!!
sorry for being so rude...
it have been happen many times...so I think you would know my feeling if it's happened on you before...

easy to say..is...
they are only VISIBLE when they needs you!
they are INVISIBLE when you need them or just want to greet them as a friend!

nice huh? 

this kind of people will never grow up...
they only will stay in their own world in their own mind...
they are totally cold-blooded in socialising...and only know how to depends on others...
useless!

and

always think that they are capable in many things...
and always can not lose in anything...
always must be the top winner...
continuous winner of everything they do...
they will never realise how sucks are they...
they will never realise how retarded are they...

they are always wants to be alone...
no!!! they claim to be alone...never wants to have friends...but they need friends help...sucks right?
yes it is!!!

they are not insane but they just feel that they have all the capabilities...
and they will be so proud of themselves when they success in a thing...although it's just a small thing...and if others can't...they will eventually kick you in your face and make you shame....
these things are all in them....

many are the same...

these people never think of others problem...
they only think themselves are the poorest...
most problem facer...

a very SELFISH thinker!

nothing much!!!!

as the people that always asking for others help and takes others as a benefit giver....
they won't know how I felt....how we felt....how we the people that always give a hand to friends...which what we think they are...

out there who have facing this situation....where you feel that no one knows you unless they need you...
then just IGNORE them instantly! don't make yourself into their problem and gets nothing even a faithful friendship...
right?

REAL FRIENDSHIP

how does a friendship consider as a real friendship?

does it means that a bunch of people always fooling around together?

always having fun together?

creating trouble for themselves or others???

or much much more!

for me I don't think so...(just telling what I felt...not offending anyone here!)

well for me I will just ask you guys a very simple question...

do you really think that these kind of friends as I stated just now will help you when you are in any trouble? I would say NO! sorry! there might be some...but in a very small probability...right? think probably...you might feel as I felt as well...

people can have fun together...

no matter you are close or not close...

HAVING FUN! who will reject? no one...if it's free especially...

so...when you call them when you want to go out to have some fun, watching movie, shopping and a lot more! they will consider about the finance...but still they will have the temptation on going out as well...so as a result they have the feeling wanting to go out...except if they are lazy or tired...that could be a different cases...what I'm saying is when they are free, financially well...sure they will wants to have fun...although it's costly sometimes!

but if you need help...then you shouldn't be expected much...

if you "belanja" them "yam cha" or go cyber cafe for DOTA...mostly it will be a YES! but if it's about your life problem...

they will always have problem that is bigger than yours...

and they will be telling that your help is needed more for them!

so...

if someone out there tells me how good their friends are in inviting them out clubbing, shopping, movies and lot more other than helping, caring, accepting you on what you are then you better don't tell me anything...

it's just about having fun, sharing fun, giving fun...

not giving help, love, care...

so think probably...

making friends are good and fun...

but making wrong friends will just make you feel more miserable and more troublesome when your are in trouble...even though it's just a small problem!

well..here's it is...

still got many to write....but fell very sleepy...so I think I will just stop here...><

never know never knew!

CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

having a most awesome party today...
every church member and some people out there are joining the party joyfully...
it's a very successful party...

everyone were singing so well...clapping hands and jumping in their place over the excitement...
singing Christmas eve song and of together with other praising so as well as MERRY CHRISTMAS SONG!!!

the member that have been quite some time didn't come to church also able to join this party...where everyone were so happy to meet their old pal though...haha...
I also meet my long-time-no-meet friend there...happy**

then after the praising session we have warm**(eat time!) session...we eating together...sitting in a place where people gets to sit with their close one's together...chit-chatting...making fun...and a lot more!!!wow...
and for those that have been misunderstand and quarrelled...I think they have already forgive each other and make the friendship closer! this is actually a very good opportunity to settle all the old debt...you know old debt...haha

after eating of course everyone were free to do what they want...
other than chit-chatting...the children were playing around and also having with the elder one's...
it's so much of happiness tonight...

it's just a Christmas eve event...if it's a Christmas...I think it will be more happiness and more miracle!!!haha...

thanks for reading...

wish you all a Merry Christmas!!!ho ho ho!!!=P

BAD LUCK!

My God...

Do I really deserve to have all the bad lucks???!!!

Really???

it's like more than equal of my good luck...so stress...

not purposely deleted my important document which I have to do it again~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A friend got angry with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

drink water which is not clean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

all in one day?????? right after each other??????
OH PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm so tired of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm happy to be lucky and happy that God give me the lucky...

but the bad luck just too....

nevermind...Oh God bless me will do...thanks for everything...

I will not blame anyone...I just feel so tension.....want to let it out.....