GONE

now...

there's no one scold me anymore....

no one fight with me for computer...

no one make me angry...

and the person voice vanish in my world...

and in this world too...

guess who is that person?

is he...

my brother...

now i really can't hear his voice anymore...

and forever...

he had left me...

i really don't know...

things turn out to be this way...

a horrible and difficult to accept it...

my brother pass away two days ago...

it really shock me..

it's too sudden...

for me...

he is a strong healthy guy..

where he had no disease...

he is HEALTHY as i say...

but things turn out different...

he left earlier...

he left us...

i have no chance to call gor gor...

and no more chance to see him...

no more chance to talk to him...

no more quarrel no more anything

that is related between him and me...

NO MORE!

a sudden death of him..

have change many many things...

from a happy family...

turn into a sorrow, silence...

sad family...

no more laugh...

seriously..

until now..

i still can't accept the...

truth of my brother death...

it really like a dream to me...

even whole of my family member can;t accept it...

because it really too sudden...

it happened to fast!..

however..

it had happened...

can't change..

however..

MY BROTHER...

HOPE YOU WILL BE HAPPIER NOW...

MAY GOD BE WITH YOU...

GUIDE YOU...

I NEVER SAY THIS BEFORE TO YOU...

ALTHOUGH YOU CAN'T READ IT NOW...

BUT STILL I LOVE YOU BROTHER...

YOU ARE THE BEST BROTHER I EVER HAD....

THANKS FOR TAKING CARE OF ME...

THANKS YOU FOR SATISFIED WITH THIS STUPID BROTHER(ME) HERE....

IS YOU WHO MAKE ME STRONG...

IS YOU WHO HAD STRENGTHEN ME...

REST IN PEACE MY BROTHER...