REAL FRIENDSHIP

how does a friendship consider as a real friendship?

does it means that a bunch of people always fooling around together?

always having fun together?

creating trouble for themselves or others???

or much much more!

for me I don't think so...(just telling what I felt...not offending anyone here!)

well for me I will just ask you guys a very simple question...

do you really think that these kind of friends as I stated just now will help you when you are in any trouble? I would say NO! sorry! there might be some...but in a very small probability...right? think probably...you might feel as I felt as well...

people can have fun together...

no matter you are close or not close...

HAVING FUN! who will reject? no one...if it's free especially...

so...when you call them when you want to go out to have some fun, watching movie, shopping and a lot more! they will consider about the finance...but still they will have the temptation on going out as well...so as a result they have the feeling wanting to go out...except if they are lazy or tired...that could be a different cases...what I'm saying is when they are free, financially well...sure they will wants to have fun...although it's costly sometimes!

but if you need help...then you shouldn't be expected much...

if you "belanja" them "yam cha" or go cyber cafe for DOTA...mostly it will be a YES! but if it's about your life problem...

they will always have problem that is bigger than yours...

and they will be telling that your help is needed more for them!

so...

if someone out there tells me how good their friends are in inviting them out clubbing, shopping, movies and lot more other than helping, caring, accepting you on what you are then you better don't tell me anything...

it's just about having fun, sharing fun, giving fun...

not giving help, love, care...

so think probably...

making friends are good and fun...

but making wrong friends will just make you feel more miserable and more troublesome when your are in trouble...even though it's just a small problem!

well..here's it is...

still got many to write....but fell very sleepy...so I think I will just stop here...><

never know never knew!

CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

having a most awesome party today...
every church member and some people out there are joining the party joyfully...
it's a very successful party...

everyone were singing so well...clapping hands and jumping in their place over the excitement...
singing Christmas eve song and of together with other praising so as well as MERRY CHRISTMAS SONG!!!

the member that have been quite some time didn't come to church also able to join this party...where everyone were so happy to meet their old pal though...haha...
I also meet my long-time-no-meet friend there...happy**

then after the praising session we have warm**(eat time!) session...we eating together...sitting in a place where people gets to sit with their close one's together...chit-chatting...making fun...and a lot more!!!wow...
and for those that have been misunderstand and quarrelled...I think they have already forgive each other and make the friendship closer! this is actually a very good opportunity to settle all the old debt...you know old debt...haha

after eating of course everyone were free to do what they want...
other than chit-chatting...the children were playing around and also having with the elder one's...
it's so much of happiness tonight...

it's just a Christmas eve event...if it's a Christmas...I think it will be more happiness and more miracle!!!haha...

thanks for reading...

wish you all a Merry Christmas!!!ho ho ho!!!=P

BAD LUCK!

My God...

Do I really deserve to have all the bad lucks???!!!

Really???

it's like more than equal of my good luck...so stress...

not purposely deleted my important document which I have to do it again~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A friend got angry with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

drink water which is not clean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

all in one day?????? right after each other??????
OH PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm so tired of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm happy to be lucky and happy that God give me the lucky...

but the bad luck just too....

nevermind...Oh God bless me will do...thanks for everything...

I will not blame anyone...I just feel so tension.....want to let it out.....

IT'S OVER~

well exam finally over...
the exam all are so tough and hard...
really sucks!!
damn moody and disappointed...
felt happy but at the same time worried right when the exam is over...
however it's over now...IT'S ALL OVER!
-->skip the negative part<-- span="span">

so...
after exam what to do?

PLAY LA! HAVE FUN LA! WHAT ELSE?!

today go out with friends to Mid Valley watch breaking dawn part 2...
nice...so damn nice...
but it's last...no more twilight...T.T...sad...

then sing K! "I'am a rock star!!!"
that's all....don't how to make it longer already...
anyway...enjoy..=)

STILL IN EXAM YET NEED TO TYPE IT OUT~LOL

so stress...

I won't took it long here...

It will be like...you are so free...still can blogging...

what I would said is just...erm...it just took me less than 10 minutes...

because I'm not making up story or something...so...it won't take much time for this...

thus...here it is...

Life is very short...

appreciate everyone that live surrounding you...

especially your close one...your family...

no matter...how they treat you so badly...they are still your family...and they love you...it just that they don't know how to show you their love in a proper way like the movie character does! 

don't ever compare your life with movies!

movie can change! character can change! not you! your life is for your own...not others...your life will always you be the main character...hope you guys can understand what I mean...it's a bit complicated here...

however...

love your family...care them...know them more...

so you won't get or feel the wrong thing...

they are only once be your family...

and it's forever your family...

don't hurt them...

don't make them cry...

don't make them give up on you...

you won't feel this now...

but once you lost one of them...YOU WILL KNOW WHAT I MEAN...

the bad feeling will just vanish like that...

and you will just feel so badly for what you done before...

and you don't have a little single tiny chance to pay your "debt"

seriously...

the good memory will just eventually come back by their own...

no bad things...

well here it is...

I want to share this...

because I don't want to see people out there go through this...

it's really hurt no matter how long you been through...

11.11.2012-->ABOUT ME BIRTHDAY!

yesterday was my 19th birthday...

feeling old right now...haha...

however...

it's my birthday...

first of all...

today, I got many birthday wishes...

through Facebook!..(I know most of them!!!so no need curios about it...) and ofcourse also thanks to the one I don't know for the wishes...kinda feeling good actually...

can you imagine...

the one that know you...not even wish you at all...you know??haha...

just JOKING!!!!

and for my friends and best friends for the birthday wishes...

really thanks for it...

and ofcourse...

most importantly...

how my birth-day goes??

firstly...

thanks to my parent for buying cakes for me...

and cook delicious ho-chew food for me...

for a good fortune!!!haha...

thanks mums..

thanks dad...

and give me present...haha...XD

*so glad that they are my parent....*

secondly...

GOD give me a big present through one aunty and other church member...

really thanks her a lot...for giving me such a nice gift...

she really treat me very good...

and the church member are singing birthday song for me through phone!!!!

it's actually really gan dong...

they sing together in mandarin and english version...

really thanks to them so much!!!!!

how to say...

actually what I mean is...

thank to GOD for giving me people that really care about me...

that always ask about my situation...care for my health and also studies...

thanks a lot!!!!

HE made my life have many challenge...and ofcourse there's always happiness behind it..

thank you my LORD!!!

thirdly...

why I'm putting this picture is because...

we didn't take our picture today...

it's actually sad you know..

however...

there's always a bright side...

yesterday...

my friends...or buddys!!! celebrating my birthday...

so happy....

first we going out for CC>...<

then...having dinner together with games....

then continue CC...although it's just awhile..

and of course the most important part...

the conclusion is...

how the celebration being done..

the places for it...

or maybe gifts is not the most important...

the most important is...

they remember my birthday...

or maybe forgotten..

but as they know it they wishes me and celebrate for me...

the most important is their heart...

THANKS AGAIN GUYS...

MUM...DAD...SIS...BRO....

THANKS...

ANOTHER STORY...UPDATED!

there's a teacher in my school that is very very proud of his own career...
I don't why he acting like this...

what I know...
as a teacher...you should help your students as much as possible...
if they are wrong tell them and correct them...
if they are right continue teaching them and guide them...

this teacher really gives me a lot of pressure...
damn him!(sorry for the bad words...it's not meant to all teacher...only him...)
what he do is nothing!
do nothing!
most of the time tell something that is not good...and useless stuff that doesn't help the club at all!!!

I study for almost more than 12 years...I never seen this kind of teacher...
when he know it he never tells...
when he can solve it he never helps!!!
this is what I meant...

firstly...
whenever we have practice for our performance he never comes...
although he admit it...but I still angry with it...
admit never solve problem!!!
if you admit then you change...it's much much more better! but you don't!
not just that...he always not helping us! just telling us the consequences for what we do! so I thanks you for that or what??
if you help...whether we had a problem or not...doesn't it would be much much more easier to be solve? right?

second...
if got any event please tell earlier...
if there's something happen that makes you delaying your information for us it's OK...really OK...
but when you knew it and only after we ask why so late only tell...
then you scold us for not updating...
then it's really your wrong...
you always not around...
and there's still a lot of things that we don't know...
not everything we know...
so why won't you just tell us?
if we forgot after you tell us for mother god's times...
then I am so sorry for forgetting about it...
but if you never tell...and after we ask...you telling damn hurting people words...then FUCK OFF!

third...
sijil...
I know it's our responsibility to remind you for our sijil...
should you need to have responsible of it?
you really not telling us anything sometimes...
then need our name and ic...but not telling us...
I know that's the criteria that need to do a cert...
can you just tell us?
even once also can!!!!!!! once!!!!!!!! just once!!!!!!!!!!

and when you got tell me about it...
but I late giving you the namelist...
ya it's definitely my fault...
but not just me...
the others as well...
I getting all the things late...
what should I do? they don't want to give it early....or maybe not sengaja...
I as a normal student can't do anything for that!

you never ask why? you only know how to step people!!!!
you are telling me like I need to remind them...always remind them...
BE A REMINDER TO THEM...BECAUSE I'M A LEADER...YA...
THEN WHY DON'T YOU REMIND US OR TELLING US THE THINGS WE NEED TO DO?????
WHY?????
YOU ARE OUR LEADER...THE WHOLE TEAM LEADER...
YOU KNOW HOW TO TELL WHAT WE NEED TO DO...
BUT YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO DO IT!!!!
SO DO I!!!!

and most importantly...
if you dislike me or my friends...or unsatisfied with our post then why you don't want to change it? you have the power...you have the right...
why you just ignore our existence!
why you can act so unfair...

...

want exam already ar!!!!

so damn nervous...so scare can't cover everythings!!!!

T_____T

aih...

really hope I can make it!

DAMN IT?

 he is seriously so damn annoying...>[]<

He is really annoying!!! non-stop talking + non-stop molesting + non-stop gossiping + non-stop teasing + non-stop complaining ++++ non-stop acting!!!!

I admit that his acting skill is real good...he can actually change his emotion and talks immediately without making others to feel him teasing them...cool right?

If he is your best friend you got to watch out then...or maybe a common one...or or maybe the talk-able one...

you are in big trouble young man...

he can be good...what I mean here is HE CAN BE REAL GOOD TO YOU! REAL REAL! but he can also at the same time be very DAMN MEAN TO YOU...AND MAKES YOUR FRIENDS DISLIKE OR EVEN HATE YOU!

He always like to play and talking and sort of things...(what usually friends will do when they are together...) but once you make him "beh song" he will make you pay for it...

like shouting very loud while talking something bad about you...just to make others laugh on you and tease you together...

and even make you a "bad bad guy" infront of others...(seriously he can do it!)

he didn't made up story or something...but he just make others to understand in a different way...

the same meaning can have many different words...

and same thing you tell but just the way how you present it will change the meaning...

for example...

victim : what is he telling to you just now? he looks angry...

A : he is insulting you infront of us you know?!!! seriously he said that you are damn bad...

B : he is telling that you are bad because you always disturb him...but it's ok...maybe he's moody today...he will be ok...

see the different?

it actually almost same meaning...but how A and B present are actually makes differences!

he is the A one...

really scary...

he always thinks what he thinks is correct...what he do is also correct...

but if others done the same thing...they are wrong for him!

such a damn guy...

and he talks without using his brain seriously...

he just know how to make people shame to others...

and he is so disturbing! a non-stop! even if you asked to stop...he just won't! damn him!

I admit that I'm disturbing...but I will stop when others get angry...

he is not!

and he always act like child you know???!!!

he get angry in something that really no need to be mad at...

and when others scolding him for the sake of his wrong...he will stop talking to you and trying to avoid you and at the same time he will dirty your name infront of others...especially your friends...

 although he only have both hand...

but actually he is like a thousand hand buddha...

not helping others...but disturbing others...=_____=

CONTINUE! PROM NIGHT!

HERE'S ARE SOME OF OUR PROM NIGHT PICTURE!

XD

 THE ABOVE PICTURE..

WE TAKE TOGETHER WITH EN.CHANDRA(OUR SCHOOL PK FORM 6)

HOWEVER...I THINK BOTH OF THEM CAN JOIN ARMY! GOOD STAMINA THERE....LOL...HAHA

HAYAT(LEFT)    LYNN YEN(RIGHT)

THEY BOTH LOOKS LIKE WHAT RELATION THEY ARE!xDDD

 DON'T GET JEALOUS YA...HAYAT...

ME AND MY JUNIOR(XIAO CHEE)..PRETTY RIGHT?

SHE HAD THE SAME POST AS MINE..

THE PRESIDENT OF CHOIR...

PRESIDENT OF BADMINTON...

AND SHE MIGHT GET TO BE KETUA EDITOR TOO..XDD

THIS IS WHAT I CALL FATE...

OUR CONCERT!!!!

HAHA...

MANY AUDIENCE...

NICE ONE...

*ONE DIRECTION-WHAT MAKES YOU BEATIFUL*

NA XIE NIAN...

BEHIND* 6AS FRIENDS...TOO MANY NAME TO TYPE..

FRONT* YONG WEN AND ME...

THE HANDSOME ME...XDD BAI MA WANG ZHI...OR SHOULD I SAY HEI MA WANG ZHI IN WHITE T-SHIRT!

POLO FANS...

SAME SHIRT...

SAME STYLE......

AND MORE....(lazy to type...)

AND HER!!!!

ABOUT THIS...

HMM...

I WOULD ONLY TELL MY BEST BEST BESTEST FRIENDS...

IF YOU WERE MY BEST BEST BESTEST FRIEND...

ASK ME THEN...

ACTUALLY PROM NIGHT NOTHING MUCH TO POST...

WE ONLY HAVING FUN...DIDN'T TAKE TOO MUCH OF PHOTO...

HOWEVER...

HERE IT IS!!!!

GRADUATION & PROM NIGHT*(MAYBE@@)

19 October 2012 :

GRADUATION FORM 5 AND FORM 6!

we have a lot of fun on that day...

the guys are handsome & smart and the girls are hot & beautiful on that day...

everyone was taking picture, chit-chatting, walking around the school, and even some are crying!(want to know who's crying? find me and ask for yourselves...hehe...)

below are the picture of me myself ofcourse! and my classmate & my others friends in the school!!!

The Awesomely awesome 6AK1

(21 of us!)

we can all together be tease, be scold, be blame!

but once one of us got bully...YOU WILL GONNA PAY FOR IT!

--SYAREENA--  --ME--  --MAZDA--

HERE ARE MY CLASS "BANGAU"!!

One of the bangau are acting cute there...(the one standing beside me with blue tudung..)

don't get trick by her smiling...she is damn FIERCE!!

and the other malay girl who is showing her tongue there...

her attitude is as same as her pose there...Xd

--ME--  --HOI MING(CEO)-- --CHIN MAN--

THE "H" GROUP!

however only one are acting cool...LOL

HERE'S SI WEI!XDD

she is kind...nice...sweet smile...clever...good in sport...pretty and many more!

for me she is the most top choice of my list...hehe...

really happy when I took this piture with her...(don't get angry ya guys...I just comment what I feel...:D)

 ONE OF MY BFF HERE...

TALLEST AMONG THE BFF!

--WILKINS--

THE MIDDLE GIRL ALSO ONE OF MY BFF...

NOT COOPERATIVE AT ALL!!!

UGLY GUYS HERE..XD

--PEI LING--

 TWO LENG LUI FROM 6AK2

--PEGGY-- --MEANG WEI--

THE KIND ONES!!!XD

BELOW PICTURE ONLY FOR 18++ PEOPLE!!!

IF YOU ARE UNDER AGE PLEASE SKIP THIS!!!

I SAY STOP!!!!

YOUR NOT LISTENING!!!!

OK...SINCE YOU ARE SO HARD HEADED...

SO SEE THEN...XD

 SAMPAT POSE!

ALREADY SMALL STILL WANT TO SHOW!!!

SHAME SHAME!!!HAHA...

JUST JOKING! DON'T GET ANGRY YA...

 --li yee--

BOTH OF THEM ARE MY JUNIOR!!!(FORM 5)

--XIU LING-->

 MY LENG ZAI MOST KIND JUNIOR!

HE ALWAYS GIVE YOU SUPRISE...THAT MAKES YOU VERY GAN DONG...

--KIM WENG--

ANOTHER LENG LUI FROM 6AK2!

SHE IS A VERY GOOD LISTENER, ADVISER & MOTIVATOR

SHE IS THE BEST!

BUT SOMETIMES SHE IS VERY OFFENSIVE!HAHA...

--LYNN YEN--

 THIS GIRL ALWAYS BULLY ME...

ANYTIME ANYWHERE!!!

(IF SHE REALLY DO THAT I WILL GET HER!!!#MEAN EXPRESSION#)

BUT SHE IS REALLY FIERCE, DON'T EVER MAKE HER ANGRY...IF YOU DID...YOU MAY NOT HAVE CHANCE TO READ MY BLOG ANYMORE...

 --MENG GI--

 THE PROM NIGHT PICTURE

WILL BE COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!

 THIS IS THE PICTURE TAKEN WHEN I SAW HER DOING SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME JEALOUS TILL SAD!!!LOL

UNFAIR AND JEALOUSY??NO KIDDING!!

UNFAIR? or just feeling?

people don't get emotional with only one strike that actually hurt...
it's because they get stabbed for so many times...
that's why they get angry and scold back just to protect them and defence...

but what the people surrounding them think actually?
usually they will complaining that they are emotional...
can't be fool...
can't get any jokes by others as well, maybe?

oh please...
what if the same thing happen to you?
I bet the same thing will happened right?

this is the thing usually happen in life....

JEALOUSY? MY MY~~~

jealous can be sweet and also can be damn creepy!
why?
jealous between a couple is actually a sweet things where...
it is a prove that one of the behalf actually care and love one another so much...
that's why they get jealous when they don't get something special from their behalf but others do...

but what I'm saying here is...
the jealous from your rival? or maybe friends...people surrounds you...
it's scary...
this is because...
when you did something nice where others will be praising you...
or you get something where others will hardly get it...
or you are noticeable by everyone else...
easy to say...
is when you get something that they didn't get...

please...
what I wanted to stated here is...
everyone is different...
everyone have different ability and capability...
everyone life is different...right?
what they get...what they eat...
they even have bad luck...
not everyone is perfect...
not everyone can get all the goodies....

so be open minded...
don't always expect something good will always happened to you...
open your eyes and see the world out there...
there still many people that are more powerful...famous and more...

so what for jealous...
if you really want it...
THEN EARNED IT!!!!
DON'T CARE ABOUT HOW OTHERS GET THEIR THINGS...
DON'T GOSSIP ABOUT OTHERS GOODS...
however...this situation will never stop...
because Bible says that everyone have sin...
we can only blame the sin not the person....

LIFE CHALLENGE WILL NEVER ENDS...

AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE...XD

BE STRONG!

WONDERING..='''=

wondering how can a person be so hard headed...

really don't understand what they're thinking...

such a immature minded...

why I'm saying this is because...

they always complaining about how the world treated them so unwell...

how poor they are...

how wasted they do something for others without any pay back...(even to their best friends...such a FREAK!)

and one last thing is they won't listen to you even once!

but they are always the one who do something that makes people irritate...

and actually owned something expensive where others couldn't afford it...

and out there actually many of others helping them so much...

however...

it's him, his own attitude...

hope he will realise how bad it is...

and change it...

if not it will just make them lost their 

most precious trust from others...

friendship...

and even sympathy from others...