XX STILL WONDERING HERE...hmmm... XX

I WONDER HOW....
I WONDER WHY....
YESTERDAY YOU TOLD ME ABOUT THE BLUE BLUE SKY....
AND ALL THAT I CAN SEE....
JUST A YELLOW LEMON TREE.....
HAHA...XDD....

why you still act so cool to me....
why you kinda don't want to talk to me...
even not looking at me also...
very hurt you know.....

i always think....
when only i can really see the blue blue sky....
and not the yellow lemon tree!!!!!

blue blue sky =
be with you....
have a wonderful life with you.....

yellow lemon tree =
always waiting no reply....
if got also negative de....
have seldom chance to see your pretty smile....
chat with you with less reply...ToT....

i don't want that....ToT

so...
so...
i don't know how to say....
haiz.....

i not good enough for you...????
if yes then i will change....
i will...

i will try my best to feel the love from me...
i will make you feel that i am suite for you...
i want to say this again...
i won't give up of you!!

gambateh!!!!