LOVE

loving someone is a very torturing thing...(for me..)
haiz...
especially when you crush on someone who have many other people like her!!!
it's very hard to accept that...
although it's normal for nowadays...
TOT...

she is kind, good, have nice smile too...
and always care other people feeling....
but!!!
why she make that kind of decision...
which will make others to be sad...
and down...

i really cant accept her decision...
just make me so sad!!!
and totally fed up...
ToT...
why????