X..haiz..today scold people in school...X

haiz..

today morning suddenly my anger is all around in me...

i let it out after saw the incident that happen in school before assembly today...

i also scold my prefect for not hearing my command and for not respecting me!

seriously...i don't want to scold them..

but still i have to...

it's for their own good..

if i didn't scold them..the teacher that taking over on us will do...

by the way/ following the rules and law of the school..

is the main thing for students to follow..

especially PREFECTS!

today when i scolding one of my junior...

his eyes is full of water...

just waiting to fall out..

haiz...

i really very damn frustrated to them...

i treated them so good...

i don't any repay from them i just want them to respect me as their upper committee...

so sad..

although just a small matter...

but it have already happened for so many times!!!

it doesn't matter for they to hate me...now...

i think when the time passes they will appreciate what i done for them..

if they don't want to be discipline now...

when they want to be???

its good to have many friends..

to play with..

to share their secret things with..

even gossip with is a good choice...

but since if you be with the friends that always making problem better

don't follow their attitude...

if its positive i won't mind and don't give a damn!!!

but6 if you guys followed the wrong example i must do what it is needed...

i know its not my problem if they wanted to be what or be like who...

but since they are in my prefect organisation...

i must care!!!!

really hope that they will forgive what i have done today....

[sorry guys..can't help..]